hiccups

i have absolutely nothing to write about. right now i am absolutely stuffed. and apparently when my stomach cant hold any more food, i hiccup. i finally got them to stop, but im still incredibly full. hiccupping obviously didnt burn enough of my calories.
right now im watching g-force. i just started watching the end of it. so im really confused. theres just a bunch of fire and things blowing up.

blogging

blogging. in class we were taught that if you have your own blog, all of a sudden you're amazing or something. but in reality, maybe 5 people will actually read your blog. and out of the 7 billion people on this earth the percentage of people who read it would be a number with a decimal and then a bajillion zeros and then a one. so i think its kind of a waste of time and i dont like it very much because i dont usually have anything interesting to say on our topics anyway.

pillow heads

yesterday i spent 3 hours at herbergers with laura selling the community day coupon books for choir. except we only sold two which was a total waste of 3 hours in my opinion. its not like we didnt try. but has anyone realized how many people walk in and out of herbergers 5 times in 3 hours? it was ridiculous. that was the only thing i did yesterday. except i had a share the fun practice (a talent show for 4-H) that i had to help out with. our club is doing a skit with dancing pillow heads. its kind of weird but you can look it up on youtube i think.

love

love.
what pops into my mind is valentines day since it was last week. but thats a very cliche version of "love". im not saying its wrong, but its the stuff you hear about all the time. in books and movies--which have the same plot. boy meets girl, fall in love, get in a fight about a misunderstanding, theres two minutes of music with the two people looking very lonely. usually its raining. and then all of a sudden they run into each other and then get married. dont get me wrong. i love happy endings but they start to get really old.

???

i really dont have anything to blog about at the moment. right now im watching employee of the month with my brother. but i should go to bed cuz im going to the dorian orchestra festival at luther college tomorrow. we're going to be practicing all day tomorrow and monday and then we'll have a concert for anyone who decides to come watch us. and we wont get back til about 11 monday night. tuesday'll be a little rough:)
happy valentine's day everyone. go buy yourself a matchmaker.

friendship

didnt we already do a post on friendship? i think it was a long time ago but still...
i have some pretty great friends. they put up with me even when im crabby and tired and cranky. they not only put up with me but they are nice to me. i think friendship is when someone accepts you for who you are, not who you try to be or think you are. and they accept all your faults and quirkiness. and i think being a really good friend is hard. at least sometimes.

loneliness

loneliness....it's not a very good feeling. the worst is when you're in the middle of a crowd of people but you still feel lonely. i dont usually feel lonely. i wish i could help the people who do feel lonely. but if they are lonely in the sense that they are by themselves, i cant really help them because im not with them obviously. im writing this post and watching the super bowl at the same time. today we participated in the souper bowl of caring at church. it's where youth from our church stand at the doors and hold soup kettles and people donate money toward a local food shelf. the hope is that while we have lots of junk food and bug screen tvs to watch the game, other people who dont will at least have some food. and maybe they wont feel like no one cares.